Dr House

I revived an obsession this month, something I had long forgotten about. Dr House. Those blue eyes, those certain moments in the show which truly showed who he was rather than what he tried to showcase himself as. I started watching it in January before getting into Med school and didn't understand a thing about the daignostics part, now I atleast know if it's autoimmune you treat it with steroids. I had first seen Hugh Laurie on friends. Never knew that irrational discussion on "We were on a break" would lead me to here. I am getting obsessed with him. Like I am dreaming myself in Princeton Plainsboro( which I know is fictitious) and seeing myself drilling into brains. But leaving all this fantasy aside, the main thing which draws me to sit and watch this show for hours is what made Dr House the way he is. Does it take intense pain, years of misery and bad experience in every bit of life that's supposed to make you happy to transform you into a man who isn't affected by most of the things around him. But then again some things did affect him. Rather the ability to just decipher everything about a person's life, their habits and what's on their mind just by seeing into minute details and patterns in behaviour, he definitely cared, just not enough to show. I get inspired with every episode. But the more I have started to like it, the more I am worried I might turn out like him. Maybe not today, not in the next few years. Today I saw the episode "Birthmarks" and came to know how he and Wilson became friends. It's really the kind of  friendship I would want in my life. Having a Wilson might even be a blessing life has to offer. Maybe those kind of friendships actually survive where you know the other person is going to be there for you not when it's good to be with you but even when you commit the worst felonies of your life. Probably to find your Wilson you would have to be just as messed up as House. I haven't reached till the Cuddy- House phase. Let's see how it turns out. Today my subscription ends for a few months. Let's go back to House again after a little gap. Till then, God let this obsession be just as new and fresh as it is now. 

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